I haven’t forgotten to write here. I just don’t know how to get down the words.
I want to talk about this past weekend, but it’s just so incredibly painful. I went to Sebring and it… it didn’t help like I thought it would. In fact, I feel like I’m in a less advantageous place emotionally than before I left.
I can’t even go to the gym to work off all these emotions because I have some kind of cold that’s robbed me of my ability to take deep breaths and breathe right. So the stress is just building with no outlet.
This coming weekend is Tampa. It can’t come soon enough.